Britney Spears has vowed not to perform again if she remains under her father’s conservatorship as she continues to fight to end her controversial conservatorship with her dad. The American singer, 39, has been under the conservatorship since 2008, when concerns over her mental health prompted her father to petition the court for legal authority over his daughter’s life. In a new Instagram post, Spears made the declaration not to perform under her father’s conservatorship. The artist noted that she’s performed the past 13 years under her conservatorship and was not allowed to add new songs or have the direction of her shows. She wrote:
For those of you who choose to criticize my dancing videos … look I’m not gonna be performing on any stages anytime soon with my dad handling what I wear, say, do, or think !!!! I’ve done that for the past 13 years. I’d much rather share videos YES from my living room instead of onstage in Vegas where some people were so far gone they couldn’t even shake my hand and I ended up getting a contact high from weed all the time … which I didn’t mind but it would have been nice to be able to go to the mother fucking spa !!!! And no I’m not gonna put on heavy makeup and try try try on stage again and not be able to do the real deal with remixes of my songs for years and begging to put my new music in my show for MY fans … so I quit !!!! I don’t like that my sister showed up at an awards show and performed MY SONGS to remixes !!!!! My so-called support system hurt me deeply !!!! This conservatorship killed my dreams … so all I have is hope and hope is the only thing in this world that is very hard to kill … yet people still try !!!! I didn’t like the way the documentaries bring up humiliating moments from the past … I’m way past all that and have been for a long time !!!! And for women who say it’s weird the way I still have hope for fairy tales … go fuck yourself. As I said … hope is all I have right now … you’re lucky I post anything at all … if you don’t like what you see, unfollow me !!! People try to kill hope because hope is one of the most vulnerable and fragile things there is !!!! I’m gonna go read a mother fucking fairy tale now !!!! Psss if you don’t want to see my precious ass dancing in my living room or it’s not up to your standards … go read a fucking bookIn a new development, Britney Spears’ former bodyguard Fernando Flores alleged that the singer was given a cocktail of powerful prescription drugs once a week when he worked for her in 2010. Flores, 40, who worked for the singer from February to July 2010, claimed her phone was monitored and she was never allowed to leave the house alone under the rules of her conservatorship.